Happy Second Birth Day!

From second birthday

My little one has turned two. We have officially entered the magical age of personality and strong wills. Every day thus far has been amazing, I can only imagine what the next year has in store for us.

I spent last night chronicling the year for our family and the hopes for the coming year. I think this night I'd like to reflect on Nathaniel specifically...what I saw in this first year and my hopes for him for the coming....

My sweet boy,

This has been quite a year for you. It took you awhile to decide to walk on your own and even once you knew how, you still much preferred to be carried in the trusted arms of those you love. Even these days, at a 'mature' age of two, you'd rather be nestled in arms, approaching a situation within those familiar confines.

It is close to impossible for me to label your personality. One moment, you're boisterous, loud, full of energy and light. The next moment, you can be calm, focused and completely internal, listening to one of the many stories you claim as a favorite. There are days when I wonder if you will ever again walk on your own, and yet other days where you are off and running, looking back for a moment to make sure I'm behind you and then shrieking with delight as you run yet further ahead.

You're beginning to talk, to tell us more about the ideas and thoughts you have within your head. You are beginning to make friends, so very sad when your cousin Logan has to go or it's time to leave Bon Bon and Pops house.

Your loyalty and love for your family is almost overwhelming at times. You can act so big, walking into your grandparent house, turning to me, saying 'Bye!' and then walking away. You are so very much becoming your own person, it is humbling and inspiring to watch you navigate this oh-so-big world.

Yet, through it all you're still my small baby. You still need to be nursed to sleep each night. You still wake in the night calling "Mama, mama," even if I'm right by your side. You still sweat in your sleep, smelling of (almost) newborn baby. Each day, you continue to amaze me with the things you have learned and the person you are becoming.

I am so very proud to be your mom. I am so head over heels in love.

I hope this year brings you continued joy and happiness. That, along with a sense of content that I feel you are seeking. I hope you continue to come into your own and continue to be true to who that person is.

With dearest love,
mama